Im so depressed about my life i want to die?

When I read this it breaks my heart. On one hand, I can't say I truly understand your emotions because no two people are identical but on the other hand, I've dealt with similar feelings and emotions for a good portion of my life due to incidents, and other ordeals in my life.

I remember people would tell me, "Live, life is wonderful!", "God loves you, don't kill yourself!", "Things get better!" and frankly, none of it felt like a very tangible excuse for me not to feel this way. None of it seemed like real answers to me.

So why am I still around? What makes ME as an individual continue on?

Because sometimes life presents moments that I wouldn't give up for the world. Sometimes I meet someone and I learn something new or they show me something new about the world. Sometimes someone hugs me and I remember what it feels like to be embraced, and loved. Sometimes I find myself wondering what tomorrow could bring and it excites me because ultimately, life can bring you so many unexpected things. Good and bad. You have to find the reasons for yourself.

Money is a scary issue and not being able to be what you want is heart breaking, specially when you feel a calling to it. I can't understand your feelings precisely but I deal with similar issues. I was injured in the military and don't make much money. But I have found that despite my money issues and despite me not being able to serve my country anymore, I still find moments that give me hope and joy.

Life is hard and we live for the little moments. The moments that seem too rare sometimes and the moments that remind us that we're alive.

Take care
Namaste

There's always hope in life, remember that.
life can be wonderful and happy. it can be.
you maybe depressed right now but the force is on your side
just hang in here, you can make it through
grab the chance while you can to be happy.
listen to music that you feel really comfortable with.
do the things that you long wanted to do, ask yourself what is that you wish to have.
you can be happy, no matter what.
I don't know much but I hope I've helped.

i used to feel like this a lot, i'm 16 and life brings a lot doubts to your mind..

whatever you do DON'T Harm yourself at All. If you do you Would leave debts like crazy (funeral arrangements, what to do with the house you live in & Belongings and your family will be filled with grief
Suicide is not the answer for everything (my Opinion It's a cop out )

Whatever you do, don't kill yourself. I had a cousin recently do that and it left my whole family in pieces, it was about four months ago and it still feels like it was yesterday. We live in sort of a small town and half the town was in shock. He was around your age and I cried about it yesterday. You need professional help. Also telling a close friend about it will help. Please. Don't hurt yourself.

You can't kill yourself because you can't be model. There are other good things in life. If you believe in God, then think about him. Suicide is a terrible sin in almost every religion. Life is nothing but just a test. If you are not happy with your looks, it's okay. You can go to parlors and stuff. And about your stomach, you have to go to the doctor. Just don't think about suicide. Life changes anytime.