Is it normal not to feel happy because....?

I am sorry to hear that the guy you liked is no longer there for you.
I am sorry to hear that. I know it's hard to accept that your close friend is lost, I know.
well sometimes things don't go as you wished/planned, it is sad, I know.
you do need a close friend and a love interest. try to search for your interest, and make friends related to that. I had a close friend, tom, but we're far apart. he has gone to university, while I am stuck. Life has its miseries and pain, at the same time there's joy and satisfaction. that's life.
I suggest you could go out and try to participate in some group activities, which could let you meet some new friends. participation is more important than reading books and stuff like that.
try to write a story if you like, and draw some pictures next to it. you can create storylines and...create a new storybook ;) good luck, and may the force be with you, too.
Lilyevangeline

Any person that experiences the same events you are would most likely have similar emotional tug so yes its normal. Try and get out more. Maybe a local youth group once a day, you are going to for sure make friends, its just a matter of getting out. A gym would be ideal as well. You are not alone, it will all get better, keep your head up.

I highly recommend not to take Daniel's advice, that will only decrease your chances of finding happiness and friends.

Realise that it could be a lot worse. You could be dead.
You could be constantly burning.
Those who have life threatning deseases (such as cancer and HIV) are in a worse position than you.
Unless you have any of the above, you should live life to the fullest, be happy and greatfull that it's not worse.

It wont be the same kind of happines, just spend most of ur time reading books and stay on the internet and daydream!