Why do I have these awful mood swings?

I've definitely been where ur at right now, multiple times. you're mood swings about this are normal. i think it's just anxiety about the out come, if she'll decide to be yours or not. surely it sounds like you do have alot of feelings for her. anyone can love quickly but to be IN love is a different story. for her to tell you that you dont know what love is, wasnt right. have you been alittle clingy or pushy with her lately? like i said, i've been there before and you dont want to be pushy at all bc that will lower ur chances quicker than anything. honestly, give a little space, be chill about liking her, be sweet to her and talk to her but not too much. it's gonna take some time but use that time to learn to be patient and learn how to deal with your awful mood swings (aka, anxiety) haha. maybe find a hobby or something to distract you when you get thinking. i hope i helped :)

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nah it's not hopeless. you two could still be together. just talk to her and see what you find out.
you are having these awful mood swings because you are expecting her to love her, yet you are not getting it, so you may feel dissatisfied at your current situation, which is normal. I would feel the same way as you do if I were you, so that's alright, I guess. maybe you spend too much time thinking about her. try to think about something else instead. She might not have the time to reply you, so just wait until she give you a reply. you just have to be patient, I am sure she will give you a reply sooner or later. these awful mood swings have everything to do with the thoughts you have. you want her to be with you, but you feel it impossible/hopeless, so there's a conflict in you, and you can feel that conflict within you, causing the mood swings. so don't think too much, I am sure she'll give u a reply sooner or later, just be patient.

Ive been through a very simialr thing and I wont lie to you its gonna be hard for a long time but really the best thing to do if nothing is happening between you too then just put her totally out of your life. It will be really hard for a while but itll get easeir and it helps as you slowly just keep forgetting about it more and more space is what you need my freind.