My Life, Help Me! Not Motivated!?

It's great that you want to change and that you want to make something of your life. Most people would prefer that lazy lifestyle.
Discover yourself. You need to know what you're good at, what your weaknesses are and what your passions are. How to find out passions? Find out what makes your heart bleed. Find out what's something you really want to change in this world. Find out what's that message you want to give to the community and how you want to benefit them. That's what makes you passionate.
Make a list of goals and discuss them with people and write them down. Try to understand what it is about your role models that makes you admire them.
Meet new people, and always seek help. It's hard to do so, especially if the person has a high ego, but it's very beneficial. The people you befriend can really change your life. Start meeting people who will motivate you and who will benefit you, advise you and push you up instead of pull you down.
Don't wait till next week to start changing your life. Start now. Research, network, dream.
You have a purpose in life just like everyone else. Discover this purpose. Make it happen. That's what will make you different than everyone else.

Action is the only motivation.

You may have goals to do something, but sometimes; it's hard to figure the heart, true... Sometimes... People go nowhere because they never want to go anyway. Sometimes people never go anywhere because powerful people decide to run the end game. It really isn't totally in your control.

Try to find where your passion is.
say if I am interested in economics, I have a look at my economics book.
say if I am interested in psychology, I could try to read some psychology books.
but at the end of the day, it is entirely up to you.
you can choose to do whatever you wish in this life.
going to college increases your intelligence and widen your horizons across the world.
I struggled with that too, and I don't know how to fix it, but I'll try to fix it. try search sources from online. internet searching might help out a bit. try going to the library to search for materials that might be useful for your future course, if you are willing. (I am kinda lazy, so I don't go there often)
and anyways, good luck, and may the force be with you.
best wishes,
lilyevangeline

Perhaps try do something like volunteer work before you go back to school, so you get used to doing something. I guess just think about what you achieve once you finish your college course :)