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Iwill bottle up my feelings inside when I encounter unpleasant events. It will not help me in any way if I utter theevent to another person. They do notunderstand my circumstances at all.Ihad experienced many similar events or maybe I am too calculating. Friendship is something I really treasure,yet I will not hanker too much about it. One confidant is good enough for me and I will treasure this person to avery large extent. However, there isalways a third party involved and I am the one who had been abandonedfinally. I will develop a repugnantattitude towards them subconsciously, but I also realize they had done nothingwrong and the root problem stem from myself basically.I amvery afraid of losing and do not have much confidence. I feel extremely lonely during thistimeframe.

Everytime when I experienced the very unpleasant events,
I usually concealed that in my heart,
because even I spoke it out,
people will think that I'm strange instead,
they even don't realize my suffering conscientiously~

The same thing happened consecutively,
perhaps I'm too haggle over every ounce...
Friendships is something that I'm cherished especially,
I don't yearn for many, I just need one!!

When I got this friend, I'll really cherished.
However, there're always outsider will join us suddenly,
I'll be the one who to be forgotten or forsaken finally.
I'll accursed them unconsciously,
but I'm know clearly that they're haven't anything wrong,
problems hinges on my own.

I'm afraid of losing, I'm lack of confidence,
At that period, I felt loneliness especially as well.

2013-06-04 14:30:08 補充：
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