Anyways, so many times, I've thought I've had agoraphobia, because I would have a panic attack anytime I was somewhere like a theater, airplane, or subway/train. But eventually, I was fine. But now I just get them whenever I get put in scary/stressful situations. The other day at dance class, my instructor wanted me to do this lift I was really uncomfortable with, and I told him that but people were getting angry with me, so I tried it and I just broke down cause I was so scared.
I know a lot of people are gonna tell me to either go to a doctor or tell my parents. But the one time my mom was with me when I had a panic attack, she just looked at me like I was broken and acting like a wimp.
Also, I don't know if this has much to do with this. But I'm EXTREMELY shy. I don't talk to anyone other than the people I grew up with. I'm so scared that people are going to judge me no matter what I do and that people are going to dislike me. Can anyone tell me what's wrong?
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I don't get scared I'm gonna mess up, I get scared that I'm going to get hurt. And not just fall and bump my head hurt, I mean I was picturing myself falling to my death..