唔知點解我做D野好怪(真心要幫plz!)

1.我呢成日都唔知D手手腳腳要放邊隻眼要望邊,唯望有地下,但係我見人吔好自然,我都唔知點解唔得~ 其實我以前唔係咁架,自從小四一直到而家中學就係咁,我超驚坐第一個位(上堂),D手手腳腳好唔自然,又唔敢郁,好似控制唔到,唔知咩事好鬼緊張,我專登定住(塊面都係咁),但係有時有抽抽地筋咁. 總之人多唔慣,有人就唔慣(包括fd) exam係hall果陣會緊張到肚痛,搞到好難做卷

2.我同同學都會講野,但係佢吔好似成日都唔知我講乜野.我又唔知要同佢講乜野,除非我知道既野唔係我就唔會講, 佢有時講完野我又唔知要講咩. 彈一句re 番佢,之後就冇野講,我次次講完講都冇人接,間唔中有(一個月一次咁濟),我成日講好多好多野都形容唔到我想講既野, !!!!!!!!!請睇者唔好見怪!!!!!! thx!!!!!!!!!! 所以我fd唔多,但係我係學校果陣我真係好想同人講野,但係唔知講咩,死講爛講終於熟曬D人,D人就以為我fd多,其實冇人要同我傾計,佢吔覺得我好悶, 但係我巳經死扮曬搞笑咁~

3.我其實上堂唔係唔想聽書,係聽完一係唔記得,一係組織唔到佢講乜.要番屋企用幾個鐘explain卑自己聽,所以上堂唔問野,因為我問過,發覺佢解到想死我都唔明,D人會覺徥我好煩.有幾個開頭好肯教我,而家都唔想,佢吔問我乜都答唔到,唉!

4.我做野又慢又冇passion,好似成部機械人咁,你教咗我係咁做就咁做一轉我就唔識,我之前返M記係咁卑人話都係因為咁

5.我只係扮大膽,出去present大大聲咁,其實我好驚,係緊張係D手指變曬色-__-我以為個個都係,點知得我係咁. 我連同老師同fd講野都驚講錯,又唔識講野, 特別係老師.

6.我因為慢,所以永世都覺得冇時間用,又訓得late,搞到日日上堂冇精神,原本巳經笨笨地,而家乜都入唔到腦

7.我好驚人吔掂我,不過上到中學D人又好熱情我呢個而家有小小改善

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