I'm filled with Anger & Hate?

2013-04-15 8:56 pm
On the outside I am nice, an open-minded person, and I try my best to be polite. Because I know how it feels to be treated badly and I don't want anyone to treat me bad also. But on the inside I am filled with hate and I can't seem to move on. A lot happened in my past, tragic events that keeps me waking up in the middle of the night. I have no one to trust so I never tell anyone about myself and secrets. I am still in high school and I know I am still young but this hate won't go away. I just hate people, society, religion etc. I can't seem to get along with someone without putting up a fake smile. I can't find anyone who is just like me, could understand me better and share the same ideas. This hate is killing me inside, I am still young and people say I need to live my life and stop thinking deep thoughts. But how can I be happy when I have no one?

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2013-04-16 12:19 am
✔ 最佳答案
I feel the same way you do sometimes. I'm in high school and I just feel like the world is conspiring against me and I feel so angry about everything. I especially hate religion and society and norms. It's depressing to reflect on how unfair life is, so the trick is to do something that makes you feel more positive. Maybe find a way to help others. Or just do something that will help you take your mind off this hate. Immerse yourself in art, music, or nature. Do something calming where you can be alone, especially where you can be yourself. You don't have to fake anything and you don't have to think about the world or anything hate-inspiring. Just focus on what you have right here and right now. Don't think about the past. Just let that ghost go be on its way. Find your passion and others who share it. You have to connect with people over something, and it can be anything. Just remember that you're never alone, no matter what. Good luck in life.
2013-04-15 9:07 pm
There are a lot of people who feels similar to you but just like you, they're very good at hiding it maybe even better. There are people you don't even expect to be broken yet inside they're completely crumbling.
You have to let go of what's bothering you, try to forget it even if you think you can't. It might be hard but it's something you need to do for you to be set free. That, or accept it. I think everyone knows what it's like to be wronged. You should try to make a close friend that you can relate with. Like I said, there are broken people out there with convincing masks.
2013-04-15 8:59 pm
You have accumulated excessive hatred and resentment probably in abusive situations in which you felt incapable to react or to defend yourself. And you have probably turned a major part of the hatred against yourself. You need to find a way to exteriorize all that subconscious hatred. Try to avoid situations in which you will be further victimized and increase your resentment: it may explode.
2016-12-02 3:57 am
There is nothing wrong with filling your self with hate and anger. If you close your self to the evil and parasitic ways of the selfish cruel and distrustful human race you will be far better off. People will hurt you and **** on you and use you up and spit you out. If you keep hate and anger in your heart then these people will never be able to hurt you again. I too have tried to live a life of false happiness and showing a fake smile. Better to **** on than to be **** on. That is going to be my 2017 New Years Resolution.
2016-11-05 11:31 am
Filled With Anger
2016-04-10 7:02 pm
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2013-04-15 9:25 pm
Luke you have to know I am worser than you
I am a failure. I drop out at high school because I got bullied/stepped onto by someone else, being manipulated to a degree that I couldn't tolerate, and when I scream, when I try to fight back, they call the crops and say I have a mental illness.(It is a lie, another lie). I was filling with anger and hate, like you.and pain is a part of life you have to accept it
I accept all negativity - including being bullied, being laughed at, being ignored/mistreated/abused/accused. The negativity is at its strongest when all the negativities combined together at a single period of time when you'll feel the most painful(is when you remember all the bad stuffs all at once at a single point of time), but don't worry, no worries, batman knows this all too well. He rides a motorbike, facing the bad guys and their attacks all at once. Because he is batman. The dark knight. Be a hero like batman, able to survive in the dark and let darkness be your ally. For me, I accept defeat. I accept the hate killing me, and I accept worse lowlines and allow all the bad stuffs to be my ally. Then you would realise,..that they aren't really bad stuffs. They grant extra xp to up plus improved insight to you :)
Remember, a fire will rise again. (THE DARK KNIGHT RISES)
參考: Batman: the dark knight rises ;)
2013-04-15 9:08 pm
I'm 36 and until I was 33 I was ok...Now I'm filled with hate too but I have researched so much that although I still feel the same loathing of myself for feeling so much hatred I can pin point it to certain events where I tried to be nice and being nice wasn't good enough for the nasty individual I was up against. It's a shame that I can't remove the hate for some people that have done me such massive injustices.

It's hard to say to somebody that they should be happy within themselves if they have suffered and nobody seems to give a damn. That's the way of the world though :(

Deep thought's show inteligence so I wouldn't worry about that, you just need somebody who can explore theirs and yours with no fear of them mocking you or vice versa. That is a rare thing I'm afraid.

I hope you find the right person to share yourself with, as sharing your feelings with the majority is a no-brainer. Good luck.
參考: Life. Personality Disorder study.


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