個男仔究竟想點?

2個月前佢 (男生A)邀請我做佢PARTNER去一個BANQUET
個晚太夜之後去左佢屋企訓
個晚我地都叫做傾心事ge...
因為個時我個ex 想同我復合....雖然我唔係鍾意ex..但我覺得有男仔等的感覺好好
所以我問(男生A)我應唔應該叫我個ex 等多2年...
言談間佢話我個前度係我心中仲有一定位置...佢話我係唔介意同前度過一世...
只係覺得如果我搵到個比前度好的...就叫我stick with him...

1個月前有次傾完PROJECT 佢送我搭車我地GOODBYE HUG
之後佢問我同佢抱抱有咩感覺
我答佢"抱抱個時我好眼訓"
個晚抱抱之後上堂撞到超級awkward 我地避開大家一個星期
後來我發覺自己鍾意左佢
3個禮拜前我送禮物同佢表白
佢第二日同我講多謝
又約我同一大班COMMON FD去食糖水
我表白前佢係唔多應我MESSAGE / FB + 落左堂佢就會即刻走+未曾會主動搞GATHERING
但表白後佢成日約我+COMMON FD出去飲野玩..
我gap 的時候佢又唔走住陪我kill time
而且出奇地9秒9就應我message 又like 多左我fb...
我係common fd 口中聽到佢覺得我唔認真...覺得我當佢係substitute...
於是我wtsapp 同佢講得唔會再同個ex contact 因為我想佢知i am really true to him and he is not a substitute of my ex
我比佢睇我block 左我個ex 的wtsapp
但第二日佢同我講話
u know my answer, we can be normal friends, that's better
and i don't know if it is appropriate to block your friend. but i dun think u need to
我坦言同佢講i feel painful because he woke me up from a wonderful dream
但我同佢講佢仍然係我心入面一個好重要的人...
我以為佢會比時間我COOL DOWN
但第二日番學佢過尼搵我同班FD食LUNCH
(我EXPECT 佢比些少時間我RECOVER但佢冇)
又繼續9秒9就應我message+陪我spend gap time
尋日上堂我有野唔明問佢...佢好緊張..答案答左等於冇答好似唔知自己講緊咩咁...
但佢係一個讀書勁人...之前都未見過佢咁教人 ==''
我見上堂悶悶地我請大家食糖...但佢好似仲緊張食完不斷"咪"張糖紙又"MIK"自己大脾
我見佢好似好辛苦所以我出左去一陣..
番尼的時候佢恰緊眼訓 (雖然我唔覺佢真係訓緊)
我以為落左堂佢會走先..點知又同我+班FD SPEND GAP TIME


總括尼講
如果只有我同佢一齊的時候..佢係超級緊張...佢會緊張到講唔到野=='''
但一大班一齊佢又好鍾意留係到...
我想知其實佢點唸? 我應該點APPROACH 佢?
係咪我之前太急PUSH 到佢要話做NORMAL FRIEND?
因為如果我係唔中2對方..我一定會比時間對方冷靜一下
唔會成日有意冇意係對方面前出現...

p.s. we both are in university and he is a shy guy who doesnt open up himself


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