i want to change my life, and do the things i enjoy... help please?

Life is hard, and you can be young as long as you want. Age is only a number. I know plenty of people my age who have as much fun as they did when they were 18, and are responsible "adults". You can have a good job and have fun. You dont need to be a CEO to live a fun life. I just found what i want to do with my life. Im 24 years old. I know people who are in their 30s that say they dont know what they want to do when they grow up. Also college probably wont help with choosing your life career. Unless you think money buys happiness. Then youll wind up working for 5 years to pay off loans and still be broke (most people dont get the job they went to school for right away) If you just live your life and are motivated enough to try new things, pieces fall into place themselves. I always loved tattoos as a kid. I worked at a retail shop in the mall, and a co-worker got a tattoo and i thought it was great. I decided to get one from the same guy that did my co-workers. The artist an I became friends, and one day he just asked me if i wanted a job. Of course i said yeah. And now i work in a tattoo shop making more than i did in a mall as a manager. I didnt think this would have been possible 8 months ago. You just have to believe things seem to happen for a reason. If you stay positive and take risks, things work out for you in the long run. This is how it happened for me, it may be different for others. I just figured i would give you my view on a happy life

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try to find what interests you
Do you like psychology? or Economics? I think they're rather interesting subjects.
Do you like reading? You might want to find some books in book stores.
Reading some good books might give you some ideas on what you want to do in life
Listen to your favorite music in your free time.
I understand you may not like to hang out with them, so...
do you prefer to be with your friends, instead?
you can go out and spend time with your best friend, e.g. have fun together, revise together
you can try to find some pc video games in stores for entertainment (I used to play star wars games)
Set a goal for yourself, so you will head towards that direction, and find the purpose in life.
Everyone walks different paths so you need to find the path that you want to take and head towards it.
Setting a goal and head towards that direction.(working hard towards it)
(for example, if I want to be doctor in the future, then I need to study the science, then medicine...)
(being a doctor helps people and care for them, I think)
you can choose to be a good person by developing virtues such as charity(helping people), kindness and honesty (light side of the force)
Ultimately you can choose to understand yourself and the meaning of life - what do you like? what are your talents?
Finally, find your true path and what you truly love.
(for example, I choose to follow the light side and walk the path of the Jedi)
So what are your dreams? Do you like disney movies?
Do you like disney princesses? Follow your dreams, your dreams can come true.

You can email me if you want. I might be able to give some advice. I'm only 20, and although I don't know how old you are, I may be able to provide some experience points that might help. I don't really know how to answer the question without hearing more detail about the situation.