點解我既失戀後遺症而加先至有?!!!!

我喺8個月前同男仔A拍拖,
但出去食lunch就好似好尷尬咁,
所以我就搵左2個fd陪.
咁之後我約佢食
佢話佢要同佢個fd食
已經試過幾次
有一次我真係我hurt同down
d fd就係咁話佢衰
叫我講分手
我果時好亂,結果講左.....
其實我知佢果陣仲中意緊我
因為我俾老師罰果d佢都幫我頂哂
佢本身係上堂好active+talkative
佢之後幾日都靜哂
其實我好regret,好想佢會箍,but佢冇...
後來大家話做反fd,
佢喺wtsapp同我講既語氣各樣野都仲係好似拍拖時咁.
之後仲係我對佢冷淡先..
而加係分手後5個月,
我同佢某d科係同一班,
唔知點解我又中意反佢
不過我硬係覺得佢對我已經冇哂feel
咁都正常,話哂過左咁耐....
但係我而加真係好唔開心好辛苦....

我唔想再中意佢,又或者令佢中意反我,再拍反拖...(不過我覺得呢個成功既機會好微....maybe 0.01%...v_v)

我唔想因為咁而影響我學業,我而加先form4....
我可以點做?!!!!><><