I just broke up with my girlfriend few weeks ago, and ofcouse still now i love her so so much. We been broken up and back together for few times already, and i know she always loves me too. She dumped me everytime. The only problem is i don't get a job, cause i want to try to get into the HK police force. She is a girl from a rich family, and i love her very very much. e.g. at first i didn't know she is rich and we met each other in London.
I know myself i will only love this girl forever, i know it sounds crazy but still she is the first one who touched my heart so deep!!! She unfriend me on facebook and weibo this time, but i still can see her weibo post. I keep posting new weibo post on my wall always too. Untill one day my post was about my cousin's new born baby and i said i want to be a father so much and i think of her first when i first saw the baby and i said its time for me to plan ahead, then she started to post one thing on her wall, as she empty the whole page before. And that was a song called 張惠妹- 讓每個人都心碎. I just wanna know if she loves me still or not? or any message is behind?
What can i do next? HELP