First of all, I'm Japanese and 17 years old. Now I live in Europe, I'm just traveling around here for 10 months. I'll be going back this fall and I don't even had any relationship or sex with a GUY from here!!!!
What I found out there was that those European guys are so freaking hot!!! Say if I was walking somehere, 90% of the guys who passes me are HOT!!!!! I cant help thinking about trying to have se with them!!
But the problem is I'm from Japan, I not big, not strong and I have a small little penis(only 6 inches)!! One time I saw a hot guy while I was walking in Moscow, we made eye-contact but I was too shy to really go to him!! I'm not sure if European guys would like Japanese gus like me, I'm only 175cm, not muscular and I look young like most Asians with a little dick too!! What can I do??
I always have eyes contact with guys here, even more than in Japan, caus every guys too afraid to come out in my country! I hear that being gay in Europe is normal but in Japan I only had 3 relationships with a guy, and ony one time sex!! But how do I actually get a guy here in Europe when I always think they're not going to like asians and it'll be awkward if I go in to talk to them!!
I'm so desperate really, I love guys in Europe somuch, especially in Germany and Russia. They are so hot!! I dont like japanese and asians anymore!!! I want a guy here so much, I would love him forever and even marry him if I can!!
What can I do??