Need to vent! any advice would be nice?

My boyfriend and i are both juniors in high school. We have been dating for 2 years straight plus on and off previously. We both care a lot for each other obviously, we did break up once for like 24 hours because he claimed we were fighting too much and i made him feel like an *** and he couldn't take it. Plus he hasn't even kissed anyone other than me so he has had issues with wanting to see other people, witch i understand i guess. And that 24 hours later he decided being without me was too much pain so of course we talked things through and we both still loved each other. But lately he's been going to party's every weekend and i didn't like that so i almost broke up with him because of this but i decided i was just being jealous and worrying too much because i went with him to one of these "party's" and it wasn't as bad as i thought. So now i feel bad for being so mad, and not i'm afraid he's going to break up with me because we were fighting again. But since then we have been getting along and everything.. and i have been thinking and i realized i really like love him, and we have kinda talked about promise rings before and i told him only 1 year of dating is too soon. and now it's going to be 2 years. So like idk i feel like i want one, but at the same time i'm afraid he'll have second thoughts about us. And i don't want to straight up tell him i want one because i want him to want to give me one, ya know? I just have so many mixed feelings..lol