感覺好似比人蝦,我點先可以堅強d?

我中2,今年班同學完全唔岩channel:(最多都係1-2個
全級黎講,我朋友好少,因為都係果句...唔岩channel
我識果d都係好靜,讀書型
唔似佢地成日拍拖,出cat,抄功課等,我總覺得對唔住自己良心
形容佢地,4個字講晒:厚顏無恥
點樣厚顏無恥?
1.有條友(abc)驚上校巴冇人同佢坐(出去探訪),上堂就話同我坐,上到校巴...佢當冇事發生過,當我隱形,仲厚臉皮到叫我開hotspot lor,唔該都冇句
2.有人借我d功課黎抄,仲話要拎埋番屋企,我都算啦!番到去,佢問都冇問就post左落fb到比人抄lor!我[主要唔係]mind咁多人抄,而係佢好似狐假虎威,個個以為佢咁偉大post出黎,佢話仲會post係上年f.1個group到(上年我地唔同班)
3.有人搶左我枝pen,掟落去人地個penis到.......
4.個個有事就當我神咁,冇事就當我隱形
5.有次我買lunch時,有2個人湧過黎:xxx(大哥大姐的稱呼)~!借$xx黎啦~!
因我同佢地唔係好fd,所以就費事say no
點知佢地借左冇還
6.我同個fd講緊野,abc突然行過黎,用手拉走我個fd: xxxx(我個fd's name)~!
咁就冇左-.-當我唔存在....
7.我打badminton都係全級第2勁的,有2堂pe教badminton,我敢認我係全場最好果個,但冇人讚我,我意思唔係要你讚我同show off,而係我覺得冇存在感
人地打到2球(廢果d)就有好多人讚,我呢,冇人so lor!!!

我果班有個都幾靜,e+同佢都fd(<---xxxx),但佢唔爭氣,成人比人蝦到出晒面都當冇事......我就係唔想咁,但我又唔想好似d女仔咁一句唔岩就打男仔

點先堅強d?我要個樣靜/cool得黎又冇人敢郁我....how??????????
仲有咩解快方法?