Do I understand you correctly . . .
You lean toward belief in God, but, you also believe that he might not exist . . .
Is that correct . . . ?
That is not a religion, but instead undecided, or, doubtful.
Would you like to read about why several scientists believe in God?
These articles are full of their reasons:
“I Was Raised An Atheist . . .”
---Professor FrantiÅ¡ek VyskoÄil, of Charles University, Prague
http://watchtower.org/e/201011a/article_01.htm
"Why I Believe the Bible"
---A Nuclear Scientist Tells His Story
http://watchtower.org/e/20040122a/article_01.htm
"Scientists Who Believe in God---'In Their Own Words'"
- A Mathematician in Wales, UK
- A Canadian Biochemist
- A Biologist in France
- A Nuclear Physicist in Russia
- An Australian Biochemist
http://watchtower.org/e/20040622/diagram_01.htm
"Why Some Scientists Believe in God"
- A former Physicist at Cambridge University
- An Australian Physicist
- A Doctor of Utah State University, U.S.A.
- A Mathematician - A Molecular Biochemist
- An Aerospace Engineer
- A Physical Chemist
- An Astronomer
- A former Professor of Nuclear Physics
http://watchtower.org/e/20040622/article_02.htm
"Do You Believe in What You Cannot See?"
- Why Some Do Not Believe
- Getting to Know God
http://watchtower.org/e/20000615/article_01.htm
Yes . . . What you are, is . . . still searching:
"Search for Jehovah, You people, while he may be found.
Call to him while he proves to be near."---Isaiah 55:6