中2左一個處女座既男仔(20點...有點長...請幫幫忙)

我中2左一個處女座既男仔有一年多啦...我對佢既感覺一時淡一時熱
我同佢到e家都唔多熟...一直都係say hi say bye有時問下對方少少野咁
因為我地係修同一個major...所以每個semester都有一兩科一樣(我地讀緊college)
今年頭佢冇lala send左個sms俾我話:我係xxx呀...我可唔可以問你d野??跟住佢都係問hw之類既野...冇咩特別...果時我已經對佢有d feel...所以好開心
我冇俾過phone number佢...我諗係佢問我個fd...因為佢同我個fd之前有一排幾熟
如是者佢都係一直問下hw...冇咩特別...同埋語氣都唔會特別親切或者點
之後有一個competition...我就主動問佢參唔參加...佢話busy...so just volnnteer...唔會真係參加...我有d失望...因為佢之前成日問我competition d野...我以為佢會join...
跟住佢唔知係咪係sms sense到我disappointed...就問我係咪本新suppose同佢一組...
我好直接咁講...係呀...本新係有咁諗...跟住佢就不停say sorry...佢仲叫我唔駛worry...
佢話不如拉多幾個人一齊參加...仲話聽日佢會轉番參加...佢會take care件事...(佢份人比較gentleman...所以唔知係出於客套定點)
我諗如果佢對我有好感就唔會冇諗過同我一組...so我幾down..話唔駛worry..我冇嬲佢...唔駛say sorry...同埋我會同其他人一組...唔緊要既
於是果晚一個佢識得又同我熟d既男仔問我我係咪嬲左佢因為佢講到佢講左幾次sorry我都冇reply佢message...我話冇...叫果個男仔講番俾佢聽唔駛worry...
經過果件事...佢冇再點send message俾我問hw...我有send過一兩次sms俾佢問下野咁...後黎因為佢發現join同volunteer既workload差唔多...決定join
佢send message同我講佢最後join左...又講對唔住...我話真係唔緊要...仲講秧我地e家唔同組...係competitiors啦...佢話good luck啦咁
之後因為summer放假冇接觸
今個semester我又有2班同佢同班...我有時有問下佢hw...佢答得唔係好hea...但都幾冷淡...
早一排有一次上eng堂...去computer room做野...佢坐我隔離...
我唔想後悔...所以我主動問下佢野...我用手指擢一擢佢叫佢...佢有笑住答我...幾好態度...佢話佢都唔sure teacher想我地做咩...我做番自己野...then佢問佢d fd要做咩...之後佢擢番我同我講要做咩..過一陣佢又擢多我一下話佢d fd有野同我講...教我點做
同一日咁岩分組我地分埋同一組discussion...佢平時都靜...可能果日果組d人唔多講野...佢active左...一路笑又講得ok多...仲講左一兩個唔好笑既gag
佢主動問我某2段paragraph係分開定係同一段...
其他人都聽到我地一齊答佢係分開ga...佢讚我地smart(我覺得有d假)
跟住佢又問我想唔想做leader...因為teacher arrange左佢做leader...我話唔想lol
discuss既時候professor都有聽同睇...我地未點睇article so亂吹
之後我同佢講我冇點睇...佢話cool...我俾佢既反應係cool?!...有d冷笑(唔知會唔會令佢覺得我寸or唔buy佢??)
佢對其他人講野都ok放...佢教我fd轉筆可以掂埋佢隻手...我有個fd之前病佢可以掂佢腳話係咪好唔舒服...我覺得比起人地d野..我果d接觸好無聊
我想問佢咁冷淡係咪一定冇機會??