Christians how come you never question the teacher and ask why?

not in a condemning way, but if your heart is hurting, and you are suffering with what Jesus has done to you, should you not wonder why and ask the teacher for comfort? Like when I first found out there was no marriage in heaven and you have to walk like the angels. I was heart broken unto the Lord to know I can not have my wife there. I had to seek and seek and seek about it and ask God why? He has shown me I can have a wife in heaven and on earth, but they can not not because they go their own way in the flesh and the lust of it, and only my ways live forever.

I can not think of anything really else that would hurt me by faith, but marriage. Why do you christians just smile and breed like cattle, to not even ask God why? just say THANK GOD I DO NOT GET TO LOOK AT THIS THING IN HEAVEN. To be like the angels YES with no marriage and sexless. There is got to be something better then this piece of worldly trash in heaven. It is like you hate your husband or wife to me...to not ask God why??, and it causes you no suffering to know there is no marriage in heaven. Just licking your dead lips with the world.