i told my ex bf i missed him he said hmm ok?

so my bf broke up with me and i have been going crazy because of this i love him alot and he broke up with me because he said i lied alot (like innocent white lies that dont affect anyone) which happened a while bak as well the rest was him assuming i was which evn i rlly didnt notice thts how pointless it was to evn point out, which obviously is a dumb excuse compared to him because he has cursed me out and said some harsh and nasty things to me anyway i still really love him and every 2 days i couldnt help it because i was so depressed about it so i hit him up just like that but he was rude so after a few days i decided to let it go and just forget about it but then he started to text my best friend hitting on her but it looked like he was just doing it to bother me because he knows she is my BEST FRIEND and she will tell me evrything!! anyway and then for like a week i ignore him and i just text him to leave her alone because she has a bf and me and her r both not comfortable with it and he says ok and isnt rude to me which is a shocker and then i told him that i miss him a few days later and he says hmm ok and then after that i didnt reply bak so wht does it mean? and i dont know why but i really feel as if hes the one for me i really really really love him and i know that i shudnt have lied to him but he has also said harsh things to me as well anyway i rlly love him and all i do is think about him, i try to move on but i just cant so will he ever come back? i rlly rlly cant live without him and i dont want any other guy because i only LOVE HIM. plz help!