I have had this feeling for a long time. I want to return to my country, but I'm stuck. I feel that americans look me down and think I'm (and my country is) so low that I have to come here to beg for help or get a better life.
Don't feel that way! You can be successful here. Just be proud of who you are regardless of race or background. Your race does not define you! Good luck and make the best of it.