Iv been with my bf 5 yrs. he was told he has bone cancer in july.
he did the treatments for 5 months. they gave him 6 months to live.
and hes barley alive laying there in a hosptial bed in the living rm.
the nuse to told me to stop feeding him! and he dont want to eat.
but I know he will die faster w/o food. I could not beleve it!! I have 3 kids that aint much help, my daughter lives w/me. and she said its like living in a nursing home or furnial home. that killed me. I love my kids but he comes first! and they know it. I have no family but my own for support.
hes dieing and Im going crazy and Cant stop crying..I dont know what to do with my self some times walk in circles. I love him w/all my heart...
**** why did this happin we were so happy. I dont like this path Im on in life. and cant do nothing about it but pray hes got one mare day. I feel like Im going to die.