苦苦堅持.經已沒意思=( 真係唔知佢想點

我同佢已經3個幾月.一開頭我對佢冇咩feel..不過佢係咁叫我同佢一齊..不過佢唔係成日搵我後尾有一次俾佢發現我電話d sms..佢勁嬲..跟住又話分手..
我喊住叫佢唔好分手..我會改...

之後我地關係好左好多.佢成日打俾我...不過唔俾我玩facebook,msn,同出街..咩自由都冇.一出街就話我同男仔出..

跟住有一次俾佢發現左我玩msn..佢又話要分手..我跟住又忍唔住喊...一陣之後佢同講..傻既.點捨得同你分手.每次都係咁.佢一定要我喊先會唔嬲.

但係佢真係勁大男人..脾氣勁差..有時我同佢講.你可唔可以改下..佢就話冇架.唔鍾意你咪唔好同我一齊.我真係未試過咁就一個人.仲有未試過叫返男朋友唔好分手同返我一齊.

前1個星期仲好好地.佢又話我應該會係佢最長果個...

星期三果時仲好地地.但係星期四我send 左個sms俾佢佢冇覆.我打俾佢又話訓覺.仲叫佢牙爸出聲,驚我以為佢唔係hm.我真係頂唔順send左個sms俾佢..同佢講..我真係唔覺得你有當過我係你女朋友.like cut 線就cut 線.想搵我就搵我.

跟住到星期五夜晚.我真係忍唔住打俾佢.佢又話要吹頭訓覺..我問佢你仲想唔想一齊..佢竟然話:唔知!!

跟住我真係忍唔住喊左出黎.佢話吹完頭打俾我.點知佢又無..我打佢屋企佢牙ma又話佢訓覺.跟住打佢手提...ring左一陣佢就cut左.跟住打佢第2個手提.佢聽左.佢話你係咪痴線架.我喊住同佢講傾5分鐘姐.我唔想再係咁落去.我好辛苦.跟住佢又話我聽日先打俾你.
我話又係我等你電話日日都係咁.你又唔打黎..佢就話聽日唔打咪後日law.我話五分鐘姐.跟住佢話"你去死啦"我cut左線我真係受夠啦.

佢下個星期生日.我咩都plan 好哂..想去ocean park.我又買哂ticket仲諗住整cake俾佢.我真係好辛苦.!

終於明白就人真係好辛苦.唔知點解佢係第一個我會聽佢講.聽佢話既bf.
如果佢真係唔想一齊..佢又唔講分手?我真係唔知佢想點..

可唔可以俾d suggestions我?我真係好辛苦..thx