It was so overwhelming that I need considerable time to soothe my heart. No one is to blame but my naivety. Having too many fantasies about our relationship, I didn't realize until now that I am just a nobody, not even an acquaintance........ May fortune be with you.
I need some time to straighten my mood. It's all my falut because I'm too babylish, I thought too much. Just now I realised, that I wasn't anything,not even a friend......wish you will be happy.
I'll need some time to adjust. I can only say I was very naive. I had imagined too much. I know now that I mean nothing to you, not even as a friend. I wish you find happiness.
I need some time to stabilize my mood. Maybe I am too naïve or thinking about it too much. Now I realize I am really nothing, not to mention being a friend. Wish you will obtain your happiness.