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There's a whole other side to humanity that you're neglecting completely. You're right, there is suffering in the world, but there's also beautiful things in the world that we, unlike any other animal, are intelligent enough to experience. The beauty of nature being one! We can take joy in work, we can have ambitions. Love and sex! We're one of two animals that have sex purely for pleasure! I think that's pretty incredible to be honest with you. The bad stuff is there, but when you contrast that next to all the beautiful things we can experience in life it makes up the balance.
I don't have the perfect life either, I have been affected by cancer, death and I have been victim to some terrible things that I won't get into. Although I was depressed at first, I overcame that feeling, I appreciated life and when I open my eyes every morning I know that I have good things ahead of me. Feel blessed, you're part of a generation that has it easier than any other generation in history. You have the option of education, and a future with a career and a family.
You do sound depressed though, and overcoming that won't be easy, but do you really want to give up and waste what could be a fantastic life? Death is the easy way out, selfish and lazy. Don't be selfish, push through the rubbish you're going through now and emerge stronger and more confident. Keep your head high, and if you need a little help that's ok, counselling is something that loads of people need nowadays. I've had it myself. Get motivated and enjoy life. Think how lucky you are to be here, you won a race to get here as a little sperm cell for god's sake! You were battling to get here right from the start. Your ancestors before you nurtured their children, raised them, spent their lives nurturing them, resulting in you being born today. Don't let all that be in vain.