我就泥要同一個我好憎既老師食lunch.

我form1時依位老師係我clsteacher.
佢好勢利.愛擦鞋同學.唔知佢幾時講笑幾時認真.
成日痴住訓導扮fd博上位.
一見佢就憎.見到佢就頭痛.
不過我都客客氣氣對佢.
最衰我唔爭氣.成績尾幾.
一有機會就係全班面前玩我.
每月成日叫我出泥讀new sitting plan.討厭.
有一次叫埋我父母一齊傾我d野.
至此我憎死佢.日日對住佢.
搞到我成日失眠精神緊張抑鬱想死.
好.今年我form2.2位clsteacher都好nice.
至少冇過份針對.我都算啦.
安份守紀咁做個form2學生就算.
前排openday.依位form1cls teacher (she is a my form1 IH teacher also)
我個gp既form1IHproject係全form top 6
要openday present again.
present要排練嘛.咪要再同佢練d presention skill .
但係升上form2之後我以為一切都brand new.
但係一諗起她我都驚得喱埋.喊到癲哂.
點算.今個星期五就要日d gp mates 一齊同佢食lunch.
我好驚我會失控. what should i do .?
THX:)