I don't want to date and no one really understands why...?

I'm fifteen. I decided I don't want to date. Just until I'm ready.

The thing is, I tell guys that. I told one that last night at a party, then later on he mentioned me "flirting" with him and said he liked me. I mean, thats cool, but I already told him I don't date.

I just don't like it. To be truthful, I'm still hurt about this other guy. He was my first kiss. We were off and on for a while because he lived an hour away, then he broke up with me for good. He just cut me off... and less than two weeks later he likes another girl. Thank you myspace, lol!

Its been about three or four weeks since then. My friends keep telling me to "just get over him" because I guess theyre annoyed with me not wanting to date like they do, but I can't help it. He's everything I wanted in a guy.

I mean, I'm not torn up about it anymore. I'm fine. I just don't want to start dating yet.
I flirt too much with guys with out realizing it, I get attached, I feel uncomfortable being with just one guy, and change my mind too much... and I just havent found the right guy yet i guess.

I just know I'm not ready. I can't even tell my parents. I just let them think I like guys because everytime I try to say "I don't date," they don't seem to understand.

I'm tired of explaining it to people. I can't tell them its because I'm not over a guy. I just let them think it's a rule I live by.

I'm kind of afraid that by the time I do find a guy I really like, all my friends will get mad at me because I keep saying "I dont date".

What should I do??? How should I explain it so people will understand? How can I make it more clear to people so I don't have confusions about me liking them anymore?

thanks!