我都唔知我love邊個..我又唔知佢地鐘5鐘意me

我ｅ家小六，係我個班入面個個都好叻(我都係10Top)...
係我三年級果陣，我鐘意咗一個男仔(A)，佢唔算太靚仔，但又係我英文成績嘅競爭對手，唔係佢1st就係我。可能就越恨越愛，我經常在班裹說A很殘(A唔理)，又有時在朋D fd面前講A既壞話。雖然我知佢當時love my fd，但我卻漸漸喜歡上佢。係五年級，我又同咗佢一班，我同我個fd聽A 的 fd話佢唔鐘意我但fd喇，我個fd同我都好happy(my fd did not like A)。之後，我係聖誕節寫咗張卡同佢表白。當時佢無show我。But到咗ｅ家，我同A嘅關係好好，小息重成日一齊玩！日日都諗住佢...
重有next one,佢(B)成績就成全級第49,樣就好過A,but short 過A and 我。佢簡直係my出氣袋。係我三年級果陣，佢sit next to me,每次我唔happy or 佢整到我果陣，我都會打佢，但係佢重來無話過比teacher 知。有一次我成張椅一野撞向佢個頭(特意的)搞到his head 腫咗，佢不但不話比teacher更沒tell to his mum!搞到我都有少少love him!
Help!!!!