10 POINTS Is this really bad? am i considered a s-lut now?

K everything is weird now.... what should i facebook him??

This guy i like came over and we were kissing and it turned into making out and he said it was hot and took off his shirt and asked me if i wanted to take off my sweater and i said no way im not wearing anything under it and hes like yeaa ur wearing a braa and he took my sweater off me!! even tho i was saying no!! and thenn things got bad but we didnt have sex NO WAYYY! we only went on 3 dates and i only knew him like 2 months...

i told him i wanted to take things slow & then i asked him if he was my boyfriend and he said "do u want me to be" and i said yeaa then he said okay then i am.

then we started kissing and he put my hand on his u kno what and i pulled it away and was like "uh uh" while still kissing him and then he put it there again and i said no and stopped kissing him and then he said plz, can u try. and soo yea i basically gave him a ********.....

I feel stupid cuz i didnt really want to but i did anywayz.... and it was awkward!!!! btw am i supposed to stop before he cums? cuz thats wat i did and hes like can i use ur bathroom lol...

im a virgin if u havent guessed lol and im soo innocent.. ppl that kno me would be like wth did u do?? no wayy u never did that lol
and im 21 soo im not super young

but yeaa it was awkward and i wasnt into it cuz im not ready yet for all that... i mean i just like himm.... what should i do or say now to take the awkwardness away cuz i know he knows i wasnt into it, i wasnt doing anything he was doing all the work lol and i kept saying wait stop.....