先講講我o既背景啦。我有個死黨c啦,我地兩個都鍾意埋同一個人h喎,我同c講我已經唔鍾意佢好多次喇,但係佢話佢總係覺得我仲鍾意佢,而佢都話佢已經唔鍾意h,但係我都覺得佢仲鍾意。事實上,我都叫自己忘記好耐喇,但係就真係唔得,亦都自問唔捨得。平時我覺得h係鍾意同c玩多d o既...但係我問過佢係咪鍾意c,佢又話唔係(不過可能係都話唔係啦)。之前我發左個夢:
係個夢入面,唔知點解人人都有自己一間屋,有部車。咁又唔知點解我d同學同我都去左一間大屋度玩。但係又幾悶,我同c同h都係出面玩nds。我見到當時h好主動同c傾計、討論,仲坐得幾近,但係我就同佢地隔左成兩個位,其實我見到好耐,個心唔係好舒服,但係我扮冇事,自己玩,好唔開心。隔左陣,我望左過去,竟然見到h捉住c手援,控制佢唔知同我say hi定係bye。h個樣好似好開心,c都笑得幾甜,但係又有d唔好意思咁...呢個畫面好震撼,我真係好唔開心,但係我都好禮貌扮冇嘢咁對佢地笑笑。但係我好快就行開左去同其他人玩,因為實在唔想再睇到佢地。
呢個夢到底代表d咩呀?我好想知自己係度諗咩,不過我覺得如果h真係鍾意c,我會放棄...就算做唔到,起碼唔好阻住佢地...
跟住,前兩日c話佢發左個夢:
佢話佢見到我同佢仲有h同另一個女同學一齊食反。食食下佢同果個女同學行開左,番黎o既時候見到我同h合唱、跳舞,跟住仲...咀,佢冇講佢覺得點,但係我覺得都唔會好受卦...
呢個夢又代表咩呢?我想知佢到底點諗...我唔想我地之間因為一個人而有心病呀...
有冇好心人可以幫幫我呀?