分手好耐我都重係中意佢..

有一次我識到我之前既男朋友,我地第一次傾就好好傾,我中意左佢,跟住我地一齊左,但係因為我地住得好遠,所以通常都係用電話來通訊的,但係有一日佢話佢爸爸剪左條電話線,跟住我地就係msn傾,但係之後慢慢咁,佢係msn都對我好冷淡,我有一次早上-下午左右打俾佢,打得通,但係佢唔係屋企,我都唔想打佢手提,知佢可能出街有野做,但係我下午打俾佢個時佢番左來,我問佢條電話線係幾時整好,佢話下午,但係我上午打已經打得通...跟住我問佢係唔係唔中意我,佢話無以前咁愛,我問佢重剩番幾多,佢話一半,我問佢做番朋友定好似而家咁,佢話做番朋友,個時我成個人都痴左線,我係度喊喊喊,挽番佢,最終都挽番到,但係明顯地係好冷淡,於是我唸住放開佢,我想佢開心,但係分左手都差唔多一年啦,我都係好愛佢,好似以前咁愛,你地話點算好,我真係好愛好愛佢!我有時候重會打俾佢,但係佢從來都唔打俾我自從分左手之後...我好想放棄佢,我試過搵人代替佢既位置,但係都係代替唔到,於是我同佢地分手..我真係好愛好愛佢!我應該點做?我已經盡量叫自己唔好去唸佢,我都已經好忙,但係有時做做下野都係會掛住佢,點算好??