the long wall
everybody builds a wall to protect themselves, I am not talking of physically, but psycologically.
and in that wall, whether it is a big wall or a small wall, I am still like to protect myself, being attacked.
So I need a wall, to protect my vulnerable heart
Knowledge is one of the wall to expand myself, I am stupid, and I would like to prove to other people that I am not stupid, so I keep on study, study and study, work hard, hard and hard....
So that when I look at you, I will not think you are stupid, you are very cleverr and wise because you achieve such a great thing, commerically, religiously, inwardly, outwardly, which is accomplishment
climbing the ladder, to get more and more respect, to become a saint, to become enlightened, to acquire knowledge, to prove yourself that you are capable
Which is wall, I have to stuggle and work hard to build the wall, and more and more protection means others can't read me, can't hurt me
and I am not satisfied that I am just nothing, so I need a wall, to make it become something.
turns nothing into something, which is a wall.
and you percieve me outside the wall, I percieve you outside the wall.
and what is the wall? is that image???
think deeply, why you need a image on yourself, which u and I build up?
Is that because I hate uncertainty? I would like to have a relgion, have a family, have a husband, and have a good job to make to feel secured?
which makes you isolate yourself from others?
And if you begin to build up a wall, psycologically, the protected will always be attacked, and being afraid of attacked?
Is it necessary to build a wall in order not to get hurt?
Or are there much simpler method: that is I don't have any image for myself, so whatever you think of me, stupid or clever, I don't care at all.
Who is building the wall, and who is hiding behind the wall?
and who is attacking others.
Is that the ego, the "me"??
參考: me