Dear brother, Tom, God love U so ! I understand yr strugglings & confusion !
In fact, kind,nice, understanded & almighty Papa God of all never want to tie up & control us ! But hope us believe His words just bring us enter the true & nice freedom ! I experience that Very Much recent yrs ! God just want us be 真正自由!活在愛中的兒女! 非做守教條的"宗教人士"! If u close to Papa God every morning in Singing,Thankgiving & Mediate & Read nice Bible & always enter yr Inner House & depend on his power & love only(isa30:15-17,18,Isa54:10-14,Ps46:10-11.jhn15:1-8,matt6:6.33-35, ps1:3.acts1:3-8.......then u msut experience His than Me ! Halleluayh ! See U.......