i'm bipolar and i have horrible anxiety and chronic stress. i'm already on zoloft, 150 mg, but i still have panic attacks and nervous breakdowns at night. i generally get about 3 or 4 hours of sleep a night, but with heightened stress levels (almost all the time) i get about 2.
i'm fifteen and i'm working on a novel. but getting the synopsis down is stressing me out even more than usual. i stay up late trying to force ideas for it and it's awful.
i'm always exhausted, and you would think that would allow me to sleep better, but it doesn't. when i'm not trying to write my sunopsis, i stay awake and my mind is racing, trying to analyze how to accomplish ridiculous little things the next day (cleaning the house, walking the dog...) and it's ruining my life. i realize how wound up i am and then i start doing things at 3am around the house to try and ease it like unnecessary cleaning, organizing, watching tv, listening to music, etc.
please help!