一諗到唸個問題就會好似好辛苦咁??

好想去識過一班朋友,唔知why好辛苦,其實我有2班firends,
they都係認識既,但係分開咗玩既,我feel sometime做中閒人,
they唔會找大家,有時想話出來見吓面,會經我去問,有時好唔想去問,
有次問去食飯,心諗:你們都係認識既,都係舊同學,都唔明難為到我,
好似我要去做埋理由邂釋番唔去,都算啦,
有時好多野2頭唔到岸,好似冇好朋友咁,好辛苦,好傻要去諗呢個問題,太刻骨銘心啦,
好想有班好朋友....我有去付出過...係咪付出唔夠呀...做個朋友要咁煩....

仲有我冇咩要好同事,返工環境問題,同事們都係大過我好多,經驗老到既,平常都係拍一個同事既,佢咩都啱玩,以為會幾啱傾,雖然佢係30幾有兒女,點知對耐咗,都唔係果回事,態度好差,sometime對我好唔like咁,我都唔明why係咪我經常做錯野,自問都唔係ar,一度令到我唔知點好,好似俾佢利用,要食住我上,我係一個好冇所謂既人,就得吓人,
個心好唔舒服,佢搞到我好似咩都係唔好,有好多時唔俾面叫我,唔去理我,我都算,最憀係唔help我,有位就去上,
我早佢2年做既,但我冇點對佢做唔好既野,now令到我好憎佢,
做同事做到咁,太過份,我唔係記仇,係放唔低,好記得對我做過既野..
and that都打算唔做,做咗3年幾,好唔咁心,maybe真係要出去try吓...
try到可唔可以好快忘記呢d唔好既回憶呢.....