之前我個人係比較細路,,佢就成個姐姐咁,所以大家一直都幾fd,佢有時d語氣會5係幾好,不過果陣我都唔會介意。但而家唔知係咪我小氣左,聽到佢d語氣咁差,我就會好唔happpy。佢以前係成績好過我既,我成日叫佢高分d..而家佢無咩心機讀書,我唔知發咩癲,好有心機溫書,so d成績係掉轉左,但係我地而家好似彼此猜忌咁咯..佢高分既話,我會唔据,我高分佢又好像唔据,唔知咩事..尤其有一科我好無天分,讀極都係岩岩好合格啦,佢成日話佢無讀過,但係我見佢臨test/exam之前溫左一陣就pass仲高分過我,我就...好唔滿意,我好懷疑佢係咪真係溫左1陣,雖然無話過我d乜,我係我就係feel到佢睇唔起我,我又睇5起佢-_-
仲有係佢d家姐呀妹同我關係唔好,,我唔知點解成日會將我同佢姐+妹比,諗下佢同邊個fd d --而且佢地成日串我呀哥-_-我覺得唔多like佢地咁做..
仲有既係,我同佢呢,成日鬧交.又好快好返,我地有d新fd啦,我感覺到...即係我地3個人既時候..佢會有d刻意地比另外1個企中間!如果係我企中間既話佢會行去第2度,比另外既人企中間-_-....雖然有時我都會........但係佢明知我唔中意果個人>_<唔係應該...幫我架咩??.我覺得我地多年既感情比唔上1個陌生人!!!我唔知點講大話,即係佢同另外既fd傾得好開心我就會黑哂口面,,唔理佢地........我覺得自己好白痴!之後嬲佢無耐就會....同返佢講野.............................
佢好識睇人同做人,我覺得佢唔真誠!我都睇唔出個人好衰,佢同我呀哥一睇就知...佢又唔提我...整到我信錯人.......(其實係我on居).....雖然我知道>.做人唔多唔少都要有d假..其實我都有.....不過對著d fd d既都講唔到大話,唔知點解@!
我覺得我地d關係好差/_\.....差到死.......互相猜忌?可能我個性係比較易信忽略人...佢就唔中意同人講佢d私事,.....佢知我好多野,而我就對佢1無所知..... 我覺得朋友應該係坦白同埋信對方,我覺得我信佢多過佢信我.同埋,感覺到佢唔like我...我地仲係fd都只係因為..識左4年..經歷左好多野......
但係而家咁,,我唔知點好..因為以前係得我地2個..同埋幾個fd,,無其他人..但係而家新班,我覺得.......佢忽略我!!所以我地既關係..........佢講到某d野,,會唔想比我知...........但係我乜都同佢講,,,,,,,,,,,..........
其實我知自己好小氣.!!.......其實我覺得....我地可能就快無fd做..........有都只係普通fd,,,,,,,,,,.........我咪好衰呀!!我成日覺得自己好衰>'<好夠白痴!!
.好長..不知不覺地打左d咁.既野!!講下d經驗比我聽好無..??
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其實問題係我度........都唔知點講好.......... 多謝你地比咁多意見我啦!!我會諗清楚先再''行動''