冷靜期...唔知點做

同我男朋友一齊幾乎2 年..long distance relationship~
我是學生在美國& 他大我7 年
therefore, 他工作在hk ~
一個月前, 我們大吵, 因為他talked his"worry/stuff" with another girl~ (工作在same place).... i was so unhappy about that....
because,, i don't understand why he cannot tell me and every time we chat in msn with cam. he just so mad with me~
then i talk about that with him...and he said..."i told u already,,but just u don't understand anything"
我成認..我唔夠關心佢..我自已學校都有好多野做.....
then...left that problems behind....

week before...one of his fd who from another country came to visit him~
& lived in his house....that fd. is a girl~
i ..really already....control my emotion...
i know and understand ...not alway can have another fd came to visit ge~
but,,,he suddenly treat me so "good"~
no matter what request i give to him~
he just follow it.....on that week~
after that girl left.......
he just totally change......

& i really can not stand.....how the way he treated me~
suddenly good ...suddenly bad...
so,,i said...give a break to our relationship~
i did wrong ma?????
we almost haven't talk on phone and see each other from cam 1.5 weeks~
&...nowsday...we chat on msn ...just keep type "o...yes..ok...ng.."
i really love him~
he really mean something for me.....
but,,i really don't want to "tum" him...
&..after all....keep same happen ......

p.s. 佢個人..一d都唔感情用事..
我點對佢..佢就點對我...
話再係咁就咁...

after i said ...need a break...
i cry a lot......
but,,i just can't tell any of my fd...
from the beginning of this relationship~
already none of my fd like...and accept...
i really don't know what i can do right now...
plz someone help me out .... :(