help me to correct.......thank you very much

Dear God,

I want to ignore you forever.

I want to isolate you forever.

I want to hurt you forever.

I want to love you forever.



But finally, I cannot do that freely.

I find that it cannot solve all my problems .



Dear God,

Today I am unable to go to school,

Because I cannot face the challenges bravely.

Please forgive me and bless me.



Respectfully yours,

A man


(Honestly speaking, I don't know what you want to say.

today i was unable to go to school.