i have been going with this guy on and off in the past 2 1/2 years. though he said he couldnt give me what i might want (a marriage), he still keeps seeing me as if he's my boy friend (appearing to some of the people we both know) though we never go out alone without our kids. we do sleep together and enjoy it everytime. i feel that he really likes me but just don't want to commit which i understand as he's scared of another marriage. i will be moving away from the country and wonder if i should just forget him and get on with my life. women are silly sometimes i know...
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p.s. i never ask for a marriage. about the leaving country, it's not because of him but for my son to study somewhere. as i see that there is no commitment from him in any respect, not even taking me out for a movie, i figure i will just leave and say good bye. perhaps after i leave, he would seriously think if he should make any effort to keep our relationship/friendship.