well, I was attractive to her and her beauty keep on dragging me to her and so I did everything to make her happy and to make her love me and later she realize that and she said I don't have to buy her gifts, I just have to come clean with her, I have to commit and be honest and I did and it went go from that day until a year and half than my heart was crush again.
I honestly told to her... And as one thing leads to next... Soon after ended having sex with her (first such experience for both) and following morning, I appeared (with ring) to front door of her familys house and proposed her... And she said yes... And I promised to marry her, during her 18th birthday.... So, it was a like a chainreaction... If she had lived (instead of dying too young) I would have fulfilled my promise (as such is my character, if I promise something, I keep my promises) and got married.., and probably would have housefull of kids... And lived happily ever after... But sometimes life is quite unfair...