The one thing i want in this world is to be happy.
I feel so happy when im around my "friends". But its killing me how they ignore me so much. I only truly hang out with my friends maybe 2-5 times a year. Im pretty anti-social. But i just want to feel like im worth it u know? Im pretty bad at sports too. I never played any sports as a kid so im helpless and humiliated now, it might be cause my dad never played with me, i was kinda a mamas boy. but now i feel alone, i was better being a mindless, innocent child not knowing how sad i was...now..im a wreck...I just want so badly for my friends to like me, I want a best friend that I can trust. I feel like leftovers around my friends...when i walk in the school halls i see them walking together with their "new" best friend and it kills me. When they speak to me on aim and say "oh yeah me and matt are at my house". I feel like they are unintentionally (or intentionally?) spiting in my face, what can i do to feel happy?Has anyone felt this?