Nothing I can do Instead of getting depressed?

hi,
in my society there is an incient wisedom means that earning money isn't easy at all , so when you say that your mother works for long time away from you , i can tell you that first earning me , making you live in a good way isn't easy , someone should afford this responsibilty , parents .
thats why they are called parents!!
you can give your mother an excuse for leaving you in such_hell_ as you said, beleive me i know how life goes in homes without mothers especially on the girls in it such as you.
now, you have to be responsible instead of your mother till she comes back
sieze the time she is away to get closer to you dad , talk to him, ask him what makes him always nervous , what he doesn't like in you, why he is always yelling at you, ask him if your mother abscence is the reason, the thing i'm sure it is, why don't you prepare dinner for both of you ,?!!
and keep talking till dawn about his feelings , what he wants , what he hate, etc
share him his empty life after your mother left, at least try.
its worthy and he is your father afterall!!
of course don't forget your mother , you have to tell her the effect her abscense made.
she has to realize that being away from her home for so long like that way , will lead to lose you, your father, the home at all.

beleive me,dear
life isn't fair , thats fact no one can deny
but , it deserves us to live it as it is fighting , taking our posiible chances to make it better , don't give up .
never say you ll get depressed if you didn't get what you want
try to want another thing and work to get it.

never let that useless idea of running away pass your miind again, beleive me
if you are having one trouble in home
you ll have hundreds by leaving it.

all what you can do and all what i can say to you
is to have faith that what is happening _however bad you think, isn't bad at all as it can make you change>

hope you ll be better.

Talk with your mom She would not want you to run away be homeless or live on the streets She would be worried to death lost and just heartbroken without you Please talk with here and let her know spending time with her is more important than her working all the time family is priceless and one day you are here the next you could be gone Maybe your dad could work a little extra so mom would not have Tell tour Dad you are doing the best you can and that you know it is hard for him with your Mom working all the time Ask him if he could please meet you have way Sit down as a family and see how you can arrange more family It may take cutting back on some excess things in the house

try to talk with your father

Best thing is to talk to your mom about all of this, and tell her about your dad too, but keep things respectful and tell her exactly how you're feeling. If this is hurting you, then she needs to find another job...

And with your dad, he may be sore that your mom picked a job over him.

Have a talk with your mother about this. It may be that the reason she took the job was to get away from him and he resents that and is taking it out on you. Perhaps they need a divorce and she is not getting it because she thinks you need your father so let her know just what is going on. I hope things work or for you!!