點我先可以忘記佢呀

好煩呀,,,我同佢散左1年零兩個幾月啦........
其實,我到現+都味放低佢,我重中意佢,如果佢肯接受返我,我願意再同佢一齊lo,不過無可能啦,佢唔會再中意我嫁啦,我想忘記佢呀,但係唔得呀,,為左佢,幾多追我ge,都比我拒絕晒,我唔明咁做有咩意思lo,我一直以黎,都覺得自己好無辜嫁啦,,因為佢比我個分手原因好軒強,,呢排同d fd吹水,佢地提到我ex bf ge缺點,我先知道真正ge分手原因係佢養我唔起,又要面子,大我食好野,願為事業,成績,籃球付出,都唔願意為我付出,所以我覺得自己好無辜呀,我想佢珍惜我呀,所以想同返佢一齊呀,一頭又好憎佢,憎佢寧願囉錢黎買波衫,波鞋都唔願意為我付出一點點,好矛盾呀,,呢排重發夢夢見我比鬼追呀,想逼死我,但係佢救返我呀,重追返我,係夢入面有好多我同佢好sweet ge鏡頭,我唔想再晒時間係佢身上呀,佢令我無辦法再投入一段新ge戀情,有時玩d心理test,個心全部都係佢個樣,我就黎din啦,自己本身都係少發夢戈種,佢對我影響真係好大lo..點先可以忘記佢呀,