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today i joined the kite-flying competition with John.
i could hardly sleep well last night because i have been looking forward to this competition. when the race started, we are in the first position that we had cut the kites of other. John got a lot of kites as well.
although i won the competition, this increases my sense of committing crimes .
today, i saw david and his friends bullied john. i was furioud but i was also frightened. i dare not help John and i just saw him being bullied. i was very scared that i even unconciously urinate . after that, i ran away in tears.
i hate myself of being so useless. even my dad doesn't like my behaviour which is just like a coward. i don't know why i am like the coward. i cannot face John because i am guilty. when i see him, it reminds me that i did not help him. we are seeing each other day and night. what can i do?