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I have been trying in a thousand and one ways to express my love for you, but why do I get abuse and tears in return every time? Is it because I don't know how to love you, or is it because you don't know how to express your love? I only want you to be happy, but that doesn't mean I can bear the pain silently.

Once wanted to express completely by any means possible to your showing loving concern, why but always traded scolds with the tear? Is I did not understand loves you, or you do not understand the expression? Only thought you are joyful, but was not equal to may unceasingly silently withstand the injury!

Every time you give me shit, I know that I am not that important to you in any way. I don’t know what to do to make you happy. You know I really wanted you to be happy, but I just can’t give you everything you asked me to. I just can’t…

2007-02-25 07:21:36 補充：
***** = sh*t