為甚麼這麼難?(part1)

Propose?
This is Weileen Tong, on May 14th, my lover or husband from last life proposed in a very special way, he programmed my marketing project or innovation for me. I didn't understand or responded. I was stupid and so slow to react at all.I'm very sorry. I wish and hope and pray and dream that there can still be one chance for me to tell him I understood finally. And I want to nod and say yes. However, later on, he told me that we are not meant for each other this life, who told him about this, he or she or they must be crazy. I was born on the 12th of December at 9:30 or around 9:19 pm. Some elder sisters changed our life book and life plan on purpose. Moreover, because of him I went through the horizon and intersection of life and death 3 times exactly. I should have died. 1st time I was overdozed, 2nd time Buddha wanted to take me back. Third time, elder sisters wanted to murder me and used witch crafts and chinese magic and tai chi to kill me, I lost my breath for 4 minutes, somehow my lover Willie Chu did something to call my soul back and it's why I'm still talking here. I will love him forever and ever.