✔ 最佳答案
Did you pray with your husband together? Did God tell you anything? Did you hear from God that you must have a kid? Or just your husband's will, not God's will?
God gives us freewill to choose to follow him or not to, you have a choice but you have to bear the consequence that you didn't follow his will.
Have you discussed with your husband about this? And did you tell him why you scare, what you are concerning for?
In this moment, you'd better stay clam and pray for yourself first, ask God to comfort you, to give your strengthen, and tell God what you are worrying with. He is Almighty God, he won't force you to do something you really don't want to. Our Holy Father must listen to your prayer. You can also read the Bible, God may tell you something when you are reading his word.