what is your feeling ,if you live in Japan?

Hi all , Im a HK Chinese who live in Japan now, just want to share everybody's feeling who live in Japan My feeling..VeryComplicated. Sometimes I feel Japanese V/nice especailly the older generation ( age above 35 ) . but some young generation always seems to be not very nice , Like Bullying (いじめ) very much　I think for Some White people , they might find life very easy in Japan cos as My Observation the younger generation they are quite admire the foreigner from US Uk Fran . For our Chinese we look similar to Japanese as we have same skin Color , sometimes Japanese dont easy find that we are from oversea until we speak up, but once they find it, their face will change a little bit like look down us somehing, I admit that some Chinese who s Manner very bad , but not for everyone, sometimes it Make me feel very sad, As my home town ,it is very fabulous city I think , I m always proud of it. look up to some website , some Japanese think Chinese nation just are same grade as Pig or Monkey