Thanks Jason. I hesitated to give the clue but thought about this option. I think I found her. Neither Yahoo nor Google could help me. Then I thought is something like MSN. Because I never use that I stopped searching that way. Then I started sending emails, [email protected], [email protected], [email protected] (I'm Dutch), [email protected], [email protected], [email protected] etc. I didn't get an error message on [email protected] and the clue was very unusual. I now think I found her (^_^). I'm so happy!!! And also I found Yahoo! anwers, it is another reason I love Yahoo and never would trade my Yahoo account agains even 1.000 TB Gmail. Thanks again.